welcome our little star

contraction start pukul 3 pagi..its so painful..dlm hati,nak gi hospital lagi ker?takut os masih close, jadi lawan jugaklah contraction tuh dirumah..sakitnyer ya Allah, bukan once every 5 minute, rasanyer once every 2 minute jer...

by 7am, sakit dh tak tahan, mak dh push gi hospital takut lak BBA kat umah lak...so mandi2 siap tros gi h...ospital yg 5 minit dari rumah...naseb PAC kosong pg tuh, tapi aderlak student nurse kat kaunter tuh, sakitnyer mmg sakit, dier boleh pulak nak ambik BP siap sumer..naseb ader sorang PPK tuh yg nmpk, tros dier sorongkan wheelchair staright to labour room(sempat nampak lagi labour room 4)..kebetulan sangat suraya oncall masa tuh, dier pon buat VE os dh 6cm efface(alhamdulillah)...ARM MMSL lak, dlm hati aper2 berlaku baby mesti kuar secepat mgkin...ARM pukul 7.30am..contraction masa tuh mmg tak ingat sakit sangat2, CTG pon tak sempat, tiba2 lak HO order bg pethedine(dlm hati aku..JANGAN2..ctg tak tahu lawa ker tak,MMSL lak tuh...korang bg aku jerit kuat2-->sempat pikir lagi tuh..) Alhamdulillah, tak sampai 10 minute ARM dh fully, tak sempat pon pethedine tadi....7.58am, baby pon kuar, svd with 2 degree tear, tak sempat epi pon..alhamdulillah...

first hour of life

9 precious month

waiting to be a mother is the most happiest momment in my life. for the 1st trimester, i start to have morning sickness, which is bad for me because working in emergency department, you have to see lots and lots of patient, terrible accident, all the worse smell in the world that can induce my vomiting...plus, i also unable to stand a few smell(which previously i quite like it) especially my husband perfume (armani code which ones of my favorite).
haven't said that..i also had mood swing (always menggugat my husband kesabaran), but i'm so lucky to have him in my life, always be patient with me..thank you so much sayang..

me 5 weeks pregnant..hardly can see baby bump..hehe..us short trip to Colmar Tropicale, Bukit Tinggi, during that times i still fit and healthy no morning sickness





me 16 week pregnant in Seoul garden IOI Mall,celebrating my husband 27th belated birthday..i already started to have morning sickness..luckily i had veloxin with me, so i can eat happily \('___')/

Terengganu at 21 Weeks pregnant,trying to covered up my baby bump...huhu

28 weeks pregnancy craving for ice cream at swensen SS2

Raya time..i was 32 weeker, gaining 4kg in weeks, was advice for MGTT but i did my own Modified MGTT,luckily nothing happen..hehe

at Marami's wedding..me with same baju kurung(the only baju kurung i have thoughout this pregnancy)at 34 weeker..it tummy getting heavier...

ony's open house with maresmag's gang, i was 35 weeker...i just remain me how delicious ony's apple crumble...luckily i'm still pregnant time, so i can it as much as i can before confinement




36 week at Bukit Kluang..heavily pregnant and already started to had pedal oedema

2 red lines

setelah hampir 4 bulan aku berkahwin, i missed my period, it suppose to come on 28 February, but its already late 3 days, i was't expect anything, its was silent oncall time with my best-friend Aishah at yellow zone, i decide to do UPT, and its turn out to be negative, i feel little bit frustrated but its ok i was't really expected, but after 10 days my menses still not comes, and i feel like hormonal changes, i take another UPT test, but this times its was postcall day(which we has to work half day until 3am), i felt so nervous waiting the result, its was the most longest 2 minute in my life, the test shows 2 red lines...nothing on the world would ever describe my feeling that time,something is growing inside my womb. i messaged 2 person after that my husband and my bestfriend Aishah, i just wrote 'ITS 2 RED LINES', since my bestfriend already knows what i'm expecting she message me back, but my husband still confuse and asking back what it is..so i decide to tell him after he return from work... waiting for him back makes me so sleepy(plus i was postcall that time), i didn't realize when he's back, i just realize when suddenly he smile and said 'PATUTLAH'..he already saw the test..alhamdulillah it was the happiest day in our life..